♥ Through it all,
Friday, April 27, 2012 8:40:00 PM
love you bby


hey everybody effy hre ... just wanna say i tat i still love you titibby .. tat all i wanna say .. if i ade uat salah pt u .. i mintak maaf dari ujung rambot smpai ujung kaki ... i really sorry .. i have a reason why i leave u ... but we still can contact lyke we use to .. im sorry ... we will ge lyke how we use to be one day ... if let say u get a batter guy dhen me ... dhen just tell me okay dear.. haish ! bcause i knoe wat i did to u makes u feel stress n heartbroken ... i no intention to do tat to u .. i just wanna make u happy tats all .. no metter wat i still love you .. lyke i use too ... love you rosmawati .. sorry once again .. we will be together one day or soon ...


Monday, March 19, 2012 2:36:00 PM



 
picture above myself and baby, in the cab otw to baby crib's.

see the picture above, it was on firday i meetup with baby at 
CCK INTERCHANGE, i was happy to get to see my bhy face.
meet baby, goo pasar malam at cck, baby seach for his hp
 battery extra. it very expensive and not worth it somemre
so took a cab then goo home. i ton with baby on friday end 
up baby sleep, nevermind is okay i know that baby tired.
yesterday, baby need to bookin his camp at 8pm so yesterday i 
send him to CCK then, off i goo home. I miss muhamad effy andy 
soo much . cant wait for this friday, and today i supposed to meet 
my cousin and search for work . but since she have not sleep so tml 
laa, i wish baby at ther will be fine always . ILOVEYOUSOMUCH, 
and please bhy dont think that you're inside im happy outside, 
noo i just worry about you and, i missing you like hell here, i
just cannt wait to meet you this friday at JURONG EAST !


Tuesday, March 13, 2012 1:55:00 PM


The picture above before he cut his hair . 

yesterday i sleep over at baby house to spent time with hym bfore he serve his 
NS . I MISS HIM SO FCUKING MUCH . just now morning, myself with
baby parent send him to CDA ! we took the train and, get down to Chinese
 Garden to take a shuttle bus to CDA . reached ther, we go separated way . 
while baby, need to report to his SIR . I pity baby, but at the same
 times happy to see him serve his ns, this coming FRIDAY he bookout
 at 5pm cant wait to see my baby, wish you all the best sayang .
 takecare:D remember i really inlove with muhamad effy andy 
please dont, break as apart only ALLAH WILL,


Sunday, March 4, 2012 2:56:00 AM



hello everybody, miss blogging ! 
now at cousin crib, so boring . dont know,what to do. Everybody 
sleep already, my baby bucok aso dah tido, pasal besok keja
 kat expo, rest well baby. and baby, going to serve his nasional
service [civil defence] another 10 more day, on the 13march . missing 
hym alot.da bukan boy lagi lah dier ni, haha. and confirm i also busy 
working jugak, but ii havent seach for any work yet, haha ! my 
parent, besing je uh . BOYFRIEND, bfore you going for you NS
come here, this is short messenger for you baby,

no matter how bad or good are you, i still treasure you sayang.
i promise i wont hurt you, when you are inside. i wont go
to any guy, i promise, i know that how far are you are still mine
 baby. just put this is your mind, ' you will never leave my mind,
even when i have a million thing to worry about. but please i
just don't want get hurt from you baby, i have enough of this. 
I'm sure we getting older, everything should be okay. 
no more hurt please, you should understand what i talking 
ryte sayang . i really love you like how i love my parent,
remember no one can wins effy, i really love hym deeply inside 
my heart . i cant explain, but god only know how much i love 
my only baby, i wish you will be mine forever, and last love(:
wish you all the best sayang, takecare if you are inside, 
ILOVEYOU , EFFY ANDY WITH ALL MY HEART, 
i just cant leave you baby, please don't leave me baby, muah*
110710 still counting baby,


Monday, February 6, 2012 8:22:00 AM


hey , B A C K ! I feel so different with our relationship , now I just relies that from the first I know you is like you better then now . people growing older , life need to move on . people changing . I don't want to expect people know my feeling . I don't wish to elaborate actually . but, I just share with my feeling not all but at least I have express my feeling through blog, rather then people . I feel like i wanna shared with boyf, i scared. I had enough of fight. Im tired, i need a happy life before you going for your national services. But i see from the reaction you treating me so different, I felt like asking you, but I scared. I have enough of people kept showing face to me and people showing attitude to me . enough pain, ); I'm type of person i can't deny that I'm so sensitive now . That's why I'm easily get jealous . if that person I really treasure and love him fcuking much . I just can't leave him, his the one have change me to became a better person, I'm a player last time . my loverly baby, is the one who had change myself to became a better person. Idk, why must i face this type of relationship have a pain on it, Everything changed when reaching 1year plus, ! Baby, we going 2years soon . I treating u like adult, come on baby . I don't want any problem attitude from you . i seriously don't really care if you want to treat me like a small kid or what I just need from you, is that i need a time spending Time with you before you serve your national services . I actually decide something for you actually . but I scared all this won't happen . For the reaction you treating, i think you should just dont deserve it also .I didnt expect that my Muhammad Effy andy had totally changed, seriously. I just miss the old you, I wish you changing sincerely from your bottom of ur heart for me . Thanks, i need to go for sleep now. haven't, sleep yet from yesterday. ouh, yeah . I also don't really know, weather I can sleep or not ? I kept thinking, why baby had change alots . At the same time i want to check out my mistake what I had showing to baby for the past few years and what I saying to make baby changed like totally bad like this, (; I know that, SENTIASA macam mana you treating me badly, I still remember your still in my heart, (;

Remember, everyday before I go to sleep i without fail telling you, no ones can wins my heart accept u muhamad effyandy ,


Friday, December 23, 2011 5:22:00 PM


Haiyah , i totally stress ryte now . Pleaseplease , dont put everything on me . I juat a normal person same like you people . I feel like running away from my house but idk where am i going if i goo out from my house . fcuk sial ! Im totally stress , what am i going to do , i have no choice . The only way that i can do is only crycrycry . I dont want to do any stupid stuff , i felt too , but i foce myself not to . Because i have promise to people that i really love hym damd much that im not doing stupid stuff, same goes i love to my parent . But Why people treat me very rudely , is it because of my attitude ? Isiit ? Please lah ! Why now im suffering like hell sia, i have no one to share with . everybody Just egnored me . Please i need summore to be with me ryte now . Haish, sumtime i felt like dying ! people like not concern or care about me only ? haish , stresss ! Stress ! Stress ! Stress ! Why my parent treat me this way to me now ? Boyf , are you being ther for me when i need help frm you ? I hope yesh, STRESSSSSSSSS !


Saturday, November 12, 2011 11:05:00 PM



see* the picture above . 
unexpected , that picture im not trying to act cute okay people . 
titi sengaje ambek gambar gytuh je , nak tgk ape jadi muke
titi, alehaleh napak mate akuh keroh , haha unexpected yg titi
buat mate keroh . setau titi IDONTKNOW buat mate keroh 
langsung, serious taktypu . tuh time i was in the mrt nak mit 
boyfrend . 


yesterday, was mine 1years 4 months anniversary with baby .
wow, very fast ! and i harapharap kita change sumthing to make
our relationship last & happy kay dhy , and 4 more months boyfriend going
 for his national service . good luck bhy ! I gonna miss you like fcuk sia, 
luckily baby get civil defence , wah ! bhy akuh nak jadi fireman sey.
i harapharap you selamat kat dalam je lah sayang . 4 more months 
walawee thats really fast okay, 


see the picture above* hahah !
the day i ate with baby sharing plate together 
sweet kan, kita mamam crab rendang, yummy*
titi yer perot tgh lapar ni , hmm . dah tkdr makan
kat rumah hmm, and now waiting for baby to reach
hme . tgh boring niy hmm ! tommorow follow boyfriend
and hys family to wedding . got karaoke , at bedok .
till here, bye ! update soon people ! 
imissbaby, mucks*





Yours truly,

With love♥

With love♥


Titi . 16 . Effy property;D
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Reminisce,

I Love You.